Fell off the wagon. PLEASE help me back on..
Hi guys,
haven't been on for few days as listened to the poison voice & have got lashed for last 3 nights after almost 2 weeks sober. I DON'T want to drink anymore. I heard someone say years ago that ' God doesn't make junk' & have wondered ever since why He made exception for me. Have SO MUCH to live for but are they all better off without me??
This may well be the end of my rope - over the weeks I genuinely believe you are all GOOD PEOPLE. PLEASE help me. Is it worth the fight? Am I worth saving? Have felt SO GOOD & SO BAD over last few weeks. Better than zombie-like acceptance I s'pose??