Thank you for your help.. I REALLY need it... I REALLY want to get well.
Mr. Charming, that is good. Until he is not charming. I have been there too.
I suggest that you start your recovery.
Focus on getting well by going to AlAnon meetings, reading codependent no more, and maybe a therapist or counselor just for you.
Thank you for sharing this Alone22. You sound ready to get well and live your life.
You can do this, just step by step, and one day at a time.
You are aware, you accept, and now you are taking action.
It is a wonderful thing.
A miracle.
Beth