well, i called him and officially ended it. i'm shaking so much right now. Of course he didn't answer and I had to leave a message.
I told him that i couldn't do this anymore....that i've been upset since thursday and that ignoring my feelings is disrespectful....and that he's too focused on thinking that i'm judging him or thinking less of him when i'm not.
gosh...that was the hardest thing i've ever had to do.