I'm scared, and alone in this. I don't want to go by myself to the first meeting.. but I don't know who can come with me.
Jil, I remember being scared and alone.
You do not have to go alone to a meeting.
Try calling some of the numbers on the website for the meeting you are interested in.
Someone there will be glad to help you, talk to you before and after the meeting and show you the ropes.
It is part of the service work that comes with being a member of AA.
Sharing our recovery with others.
Beth