So it's been 8 days since I last had a drink. I feel extremely relieved, a week where I remember everything! I keep looking at the AA website, wondering if I should go or not. I'm scared, and alone in this. I don't want to go by myself to the first meeting.. but I don't know who can come with me.
I realized that I have a really great support system.. since I'm 21 not many people understand from my perspective, because they can socially drink. But the great people in my life are the ones who try to be there even if they don't understand. And I have told people to stop telling me 'this is only temporary,' because I know that it's not.
One day at a time.
