Yeah i experienced all that...the worst thing was that everytime i got some sober time together my "life" would improve in that i would have much more money, look much more fit, new car, new place and new GF...and still feel unhappy!
Never dawned on me that the problem was me, well i wasn't interested in hearing that let's put it like that...i remember saying to my sponsor after 3 months sober that now i had to get my "life" together, get back to work, make some money and buy a house asap...he said no you dont you need to work on your spirituality and that will all come as a by product...i had no idea what he meant then but thank God i do now:-)
Oh and if someone had talked to me about spirituality before i was ready to take a look at myself i would have told them to go away in a very rude way lol