Thanks Ryan. To me it is rocket science.I'm not sure I even know what dignity is. I will be 53 soon and have lifed in an alcoholic household all my life. About two weeks ago I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a man who didn't take care if himself.Slept all the time ,didn't bathe. I know its gross but true all the same.It was then I decided enough is enough.Thats when I found this forum which I feel has actually saved my life. To be able to detach for a week to me is huge. Dignity and all the other stuff will have to wait and fall in place accordingly.I don't want to take 2 steps forward and 5 back.