Thank you for all your responses. I want to quit drinking and no, I have no plan. I too have woke up and looked in the oven saw a uneaten home made pizza, and other crazy leftovers. I want to be healthy again! I start drinking around two hours or so from waking up. It's one of the reasons why my marriage ended, I used to go out and drink with friends, but I say ONE of the reasons, we were very miserable with each other before my drinking. I am happy that I drove him away though, bad as that sounds. My dad drinks my brother drinks we all drink. I just wish I could have 2 beers and stop or glass wine and stop, but I just keep going, especially when I'm mad. Then I turn to an angry drunk. Sorry to ramble, I just want to give the full picture. Thank you for reading.