Originally Posted by
passionfruit 
I told my AH: " I can see you now! I can really see you! No more magic tricks or secret cloaks to hide the real you!!"
It wasn't until I was away from him that the confusion lifted and I started to see his actions properly. My mind was so messed up that, at one point, after my grandmother had been diagnosed with Alzhiemers, it seemed that I was always 'misremembering' or forgetting stuff that I worried I was getting it too!