Hey Toronto, good to see you man!! Hope you're well...
ha-ha, yeah I can remember vaguely so many times when i would go to a takeaway at the end of the night and not be able to speak to order anything. Literally my brain was so mashed that I couldn't manage ordering kebab meat and chips! ha-ha. It used to be funny back in the day but I just grew tired of it, along with other people too! It's easy to try to compare yourself to other p*ssheads but realistically I was always the worst pretty much and like it evrytime i went out too. ha-ha.
Had some majorly funny times at indian restaurants back in the day too, I had some great times when I was 18 which were solely as a result of just getting hammered but ultimately I just was sick of the person I became and the laughter stopped and it became dark alcoholic thinking and drinking and all of the negativity that goes along with it.
Peace