It is stupid and selfish. I agree and really appreciate the input.
I've never stole anything In my life, yet I decided to do it in a Casino where there's cameras everywhere, how ridiculous. What is worrying is the anger I get when drunk (sure y'all can relate?)
This is a monumental failure and I have no idea what to do. Go in and apologise? The only thing that didn't get me beat down apart from my size was the fact I promptly left. At a real loose end here. What a total utter fool.