I am alive and I survived the upgrade. Sorry for not checking in earlier. The upgrade has gone well so far. Still have some things to fix. By the end of the day Wednesday, I just really wanted to be able to drink. My brain was mush and I was so tired. Of course, I didn't drink nor did I intend to but the feeling wasn't just a wishful thinking moment - it was a oh sh*t cr*p I can't do that anymore - it would have been so nice to let my confused and tired brain unwind with wine.
These upgrade work things are so intense and consuming. I need to get back to my good health habits and definitely need a lot of sleep. I don't do well with 12 hours work night\day hours. I am tired sorry - all I seem to be able to do is whine, whine, whine and complain.
HFA - sorry to hear about the budget cuts that have affected your pay.
Beth - you are so right - my life is so much better without the alcohol. I survived the upgrade as well as I did because I am not drinking.