Thanks JoeStrummer! I think the whole thing is take action. Posting online, calling, doing something to get out of your head. I feel bad, but atleast I have ways to get through today without picking up, or even destroying my life. That is what I really don't want today. Not only can I make choices today that won't destroy my life. I can HELP people, by pointing out...hey...... these are the days you either you live....or you die...either you get closer to the next drink. or you get further from it.