(((MM))) - I've seen you on here, so very supportive of others. It's about time you accepted that we're here to support YOU too. Yes, you do deserve it.
I think you did great yesterday!! Some people have a hard time with the "God" concept, and though I do believe in God, I think that it's just a matter of believing someone/something is out there that really does have our best interests at heart. We don't always get the answer to the prayer we may want, but we usually get what we need.
I've often, in times of really struggling, just said a short prayer of "help?!?!"
I know you're scared about what's going to happen, tomorrow, but I'm really proud of you for reaching out. We ARE here for you.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy