Hi Magic, Reaching out has been the hardest of things for me too, and like you I am new to sobriety, about 6 1/2 weeks. But it has truly been the one thing that has helped.
Totally understand you being nervous about tomorrow, but just remember, yiou have done the hardest thing... getting sober and staying sober... so anything else will be much easier.
You are doing great, Magic, and all my best thoughts are coming your way! Hold on to the hope!