Originally Posted by
nodaybut2day 
oh boy Starcat...I think I wrote MANY similar emails, promising to be a better woman for him, to live up to his expectations, not to hurt him *anymore*, etc etc. And I REALLY did try to be better, to earn his approval/respect, and of course, I ALWAYS fell short. I was never good enough, faithful enough, honest enough, horny enough, tolerant enough, supportive enough, protective enough...ARG!
I wrote millions!
The part that sickens me, is that this one I wrote
only two months into the relationship! And here I was thinking it only happened in the last year or so.
Gag me with a spoon.