VC my friend -- I accept your invitation to join you in a new life.
LaFemme -- the loss of hope is a new and terrifying low for me. Never experienced anything quite like it. Not a hopeful thought for weeks now.
I am so soul sick. Indeed I need a new life. It is just so hard to get up when you feel broken. But I'm trying.
Thank you for your words of encouragement and understanding.
I have spent waaay too much time on the couch staring at the t.v. and trying to check out mentally. It's no way to exist.
Again we hold hands and march forward friends...:ghug3