I am grateful for you guys. For my family. For my city, which I love. For my work...the plant in my office, my kids...so very much. I try to think about this question every night. Acceptance and gratitude are the key for me, I think.
I saw Seinfeld last night. Live. He was absolutely amazing--my face hurts from laughing. Operation sober comedy nights is working!
I've found myself thinking I could have a glass of wine once in a while. Every other month? Once a year? In other states...? The rule list gets so ridiculous, and I want to be free of the thoughts about drinking. My sister thinks the way I beat myself up about drinking is worse than the drinking, and that could be true (at this stage). But what to do about it? I like waking up happy and sober...my mind still races through all the things I could have done wrong as soon as I wake up...but then I remember I was sober, and am so happy.
Happy Saturday everyone!