Originally Posted by
bella89 
I forgot that a few drinks will wake me up and then I’ll want to drink more and more until I pass out.
Hi bella89!
When you wrote the above about how you forgot about how having a few drinks will wake you up reminds me of just how tricky this disease is!!! Everyone says to remember your last drunk so you won't do it again, but when I feel like drinking a switch gets flipped in my brain and suddenly I can't remember or recollect what my problems with drinking were! Like the tricky disease only holds the drink before my desperate eyes, NOT the consequences sure to follow. I think the trick is not to even allow yourself to think about a first drink! You are blessed to be alive after that! May that be your last bender! !