Thank you so much for sharing that. I identify with so much of it. Not really the jekyl and hyde bit (my AH never changed when he drank. This contributed more to the the feelings of I was the one that must be mad or blowing things out of proportion)
But your feelings of desperation and defeat resonated so deeply with me, I understand how you feel right now. I am so glad that you have started to take your life back!!!
welcome and