Why??
Why does it bother me so???? He went out last Thrusday (golfing) didn't arrive home until 2 am .......which wasn't a huge deal I didn't expect him to be home (although I had hoped he would be) of course he was hung over Friady ,...supposed to have had a few job interviews I am not sure if he even went, of course he told me he did, but have a hard time beliving him. Sat. was good ...of course he drank but nothing out of hand....Sunday we went to a 3 year olds birthday .....and instead of spending time outside with the kids and the rest of us he hung out at the "bar" (in the house) with the grandfather (a raging alcoholic) and drank for about 4hours......then when we come home we have no alcohol in the house so he wants to go out for a bite to eat (really just so he can have another drink) ....gets a beer from the neighbor while I put the kids to bed....then comes in and gets upset when I say NO I am tried I don't wan tto go out...(like he doesn't get it ) ......needless to say we don't go and we go to bed.......well this morning he is all grumpy and tells me he is mad at me because "I didn't want to go out and spend time with him "????????? WHY does this bother me ?? when I know he didn't want to spend time with me , he wanted to spend time at the bar drinking and have me pay for it!! At any rate I sit here at work and wonder WHY!!!!!!!!! ( I know its the codie ...but want to know if I am the only one )
thanks for listening (if anything it helps to get it out ........)