I am really really sorry for what you are going through.
I say if you are chatting with god and you are not sure what to do ask god to please help with whatever you need and to help whoever you want to be happy and safe. I truly believe that always helps.
God will probably not tell you what to do but there is a little voice inside of you that will. Listen to that little voice and god will help you the rest of the way.
Again, I am sorry for you and I hope your situation gets better sooner than later.