Originally Posted by
LS2 
Why is the fear of being on my own, single mom, going to school and possibly needing a job scare me more than the toxic environment I am living in?
I understand. That fear kept me with XAH for a long time...until I realized that single momming it wouldn't be as bad as living in chaos. At least, I could have peace, order and sanity in my tiny little place.
When I get scared about something, I try my best to break it down into chunks I can handle. You're already doing that by opening up an account and looking for housing. You can do this!