Am i over confident ? Is my pain my OC?
Well, it's not been long that I've been out from center. I am giving my follow up continuously. I do respect NA program, i go inside the center and share what i have inside. Sometimes i think i am going too positive, i mean not naturally because i feel so uneasy going like this with all formalities. We do go out for cup of coffee and i start feeling that i am deceased person and i should not go high and when i express my those feelings my fellos start laughing and i feel really odd.I am just 96 days clean and the place i am rite now is miles away from my home. Is it okey if i leave this place in a hope that i might keep myself happy at my home town. If i had not made the distance long my treatment would go unsuccessful thinking that way i came this very far for my treatment. How do i continue like this again i am asked to continue my follow up to center for 2 more weeks, more days if possible...........