...we go, where it stops, nobody knows.
Hi Photuris. This is exactly how it started with my wife. I'm so verry sorry you are experiencing this.
So, I'm only going to give you one piece of advice. It was given to me by others who came before me, and it saved my life. Try it at least six times, and try different meetings:
How to find a meeting in the US/Canada/Puerto Rico
Take care,
Cyranoak