I feel for you..... I'll pray that you can find the right resources to help you stop drinking. I'm sure it's extremely hard to think about going through the process again, but it's your life, after all. Perhaps a different doctor or addiction counselor? Rehab seems the safest option, and you'll at least have a month of sobriety when you get out. I knew a counselor in the rehab center I went to who had been to dozens of treatment centers and finally got sober for good.
You can do it - you just have to do it no matter what....... Put yourself first instead of the drink. :ghug3