LOL CO! Leave it to you to pick out those 2 words out of my entire post! I do have to keep myself in check. I realize that I've received so little in return for so long, I'm working on raising 'my' expectations to where they once were. Little by little throughout the years, I've lowered the bar as far as expectations from from my xah as to what was acceptable.
I am sure CO that you are suprised that xah relapsed too. It was stunning news to me as well.
