Originally Posted by
Shevrard 
Maybe I'll call her and tell her the truth. I'll probably just start crying though and she won't be able to understand a single word I say. I hate this. I hate it so bad.
Before getting this far down the posts I was going to suggest this very thing. I relapse a week ago after 30 days. I felt so guilty after all that my family has done for me. And the commitment I had made to them.... I called them feeling so guilty and so afraid of the reaction.....
But you know what ? They understood. They were hurt and concerned , but they didn't condemn me and they thanked me for coming clean. They understood I wasn't perfect and my commitment to be honest meant alot to them.
Your addiction counselor see's addicts all the time. She will understand and appreciate your honesty I think.