When I started treatment my best friend got really angry because I was not "there" for her all the time. I told her she was being selfish because I need this time for me right now and to stop being childish. Now she is telling people I am not really an alcoholic and I just made it up for attention so for all my friends to stop supporting me in my sobriety. Nobody really believes her but still. I am so angry at her I let it get under my skin and used it as an excuse to get drunk. I am so mad at myself. I feel really stupid and idiotic and childish myself right now.