Welcome to SR and glad you are with us.
This site was invaluable to me and has become a wonderful support tool in my recovery.
What I can share is no matter what happens to keep pushing forward. I hit some snags at first looking for face to face support and had I given up....well I highly doubt I would be here.
There are many support options out there and plenty of info here to help. If you think something is for you well don't be deterred by one experience.
Looking forward to the journey!!