Originally Posted by lushly

I am that crazy aunt, mothe, grandmother and wife. I am losing relationships, respect at work my health to alcohol and frankly if I had pills and enough booze i would end the pain too. So selfish, but I hurt physically and mentally all from my own doing. I just finished driving 300 miles drunk. Not killing someone or getting pulled over. Of course I am too chicken **** to hurt myself and let those around me be free. I have been in 2 treatment centers and I see no end in site big worthless f....in baby