Assuming you're correct, my pride and I had a few nights like this, reset.
I eventually figured out my pride mustn't have been there when I was lying in various gutters, smashed furniture, hotel bathrooms etc.
As uncomfortable as it is to swallow in some situations you're right about this
my quitting is a good thing and perhaps overdue
you're doing the right thing - I've never regretted quitting or becoming the guy I am today
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