... sigh ...
not really havin a good night... not sure why either.. too much in my head.. im so triggered atm and wanna slice n dice.. holding strong as good as i can... ... probally not the best idea sittin in my room... lights all out and just sittin here.... hmm... sounds sorta lonley and depressing... oh well... gonna try to hit chat... i dont post much because i dont like to write how im feeling but its somethin i needa do... im reachin out... not gonna give in without a fight!!!.... self injury you dont control me i control me!