Made it through day one
Yesterday sucked but not as bad as I thought it would be. I tried to quit once before and the physical symptoms were so severe I didn't make it through the first day. This time, I cut back for about 3 days before stopping and didn't have any tremors at all. Very jittery, kept having to walk and do things around the house. Had a couple of emotional temper tantrums, found a hidden bottle as temptation. (That was a difficult test!) I managed to spend most of the day focusing on work. I work from home so my employers and co-workers are not privy to the train wreck that I was. The extra focus actually increased my productivity! I got very little sleep last night. I'm having a harder time focusing today. Just clocked out for a bit to re-group and check in here.