Originally Posted by
Sdsurfn2011 
just SR.
I went to a few AA meetings.
I just don't like AA. I guess there's something wrong with me. I don't like those meetings. I walk out of there and the urge to drink is stronger, not weaker.
Just SR is better than nothing. You're doing a GREAT job by coming on here and posting about it, instead of just saying "ahh f$#@ it" and drinking.
Also, there is nothing wrong with you for not liking AA. I'm an AA'er, but I really didn't like it at first either. Think about it, why would you? They want to help you to not drink and you're an alcoholic who wants to drink
You may have to do some things you don't like or don't want to do to get sober. Be prepared.
Kjell