Hi
Its been awhile. He is still sober and is a great dad to his kids now. We are getting a divorce and we get on better then when we lived together. Its fair to say the person I fell in love with is well and truly back but I know if he were to move back in he would start drinking again. He knows it too. Neither of us know why. We have both cried buckets over it. I over analyse everything so I am making an effort to take the good times for what they are and try and stop dwelling on the what ifs....and stop despising myself for loving him. Its been a rocky road for us both. It always will be I think.