Originally Posted by
Supercrew 
Keep it going, if not for you for your son. SD is the best place in the world to wake up sober....even if it is 45 degrees when you wake up.
It gets easier, trust me.
The guilt I have is crushing. When I'm drinking, I'm obviously not there for my son. Like right now, tonight.
When I'm sober, I try to make up for it, but it never eases the guilt.
My son is growing up with an alcoholic father. He's only 6.