Hi thatfeel
I doubt you're going to find anyone here who'll tell you that getting sober is a piece of cake.
There's no easy way to get clean and sober - it can be hard, and it can be tough and it is scary - especially if you have other issues you've been self medicating for.
But the good news is - it's not impossible - and the rewards are great
I wouldn't swap my life now for anything - certainly not the life I used to lead.
Work with your Dr. Give it a shot.
There are many of us here living full complete and happy lives free of the burden of addiction.
You'll find a lot of support here.
Welcome
D