Originally Posted by
Rechellef 
Anyhow, even though I had the strength to go two months ago, I find myself almost afraid to go now. I wrestle with my own demons that maybe if I give him one more chance, he can actually do this.
But you're not going for him--you're going for you, right? So chance or no chance, drinking or no drinking, AlAnon will help you sort through your own feelings--and even if he just stops drinking this minute, it doesn't negate the help and support that AlAnon can provide.
Yes, I was afraid, and it the first couple of meetings felt a little foreign. They say you should go to six meetings before you make up your mind how you feel about it.