Hello Jarhead. I am a little late, but I wanted to take a moment to say "Welcome." You have come to a great place. I recently had an old-timer tell me, "Early in sobriety, you're supposed to feel like sh*t. If you don't you're probably doing something wrong." I didn't like to hear it, but it was, in a lot of ways, true. I do have to remember, though, that no matter how bad I may feel now, it is nothing compared to the last months (years?) I was using and drinking. It will get better.
Hang in there and remember to take it ONE DAY AT A TIME!!
Also, going to as many meetings as humanly possible really helped me a lot. (In my first 90 days I averaged 8-9 meetings a week!)