But mostly just feeling sad that this is the giant crash-and-burn demise of a relationship with someone I so strongly believe to be the love of my life.
I've had about 6 or 7 "loves of my life." Life is long and thinking that any one of them was the love of my life just kept me STUCK in some very unhealthy situations, with some very unhealthy people. Now,
I am the love of my life!