It is alot nicer to be around people who you dont have to beg and plead with to do one thing that you enjoy. Relationships are give and take. Its not always about doing what you love, but doing something with the one you love. I never thought I would be a person that would conform so easily just to make another person happy. I come from a family of very strong women. But, there I was...doing everything to fit his life even if it was damaging my own. I am so much stronger that I went through what I did because now I actually know how to have a backbone and a mind of my own.