Keep hanging on Bella, you can do this! Just got home
from work and read your last post. Hope you are restfully
sleeping.
Do. Not. Give. In. You are not missing a thing by choosing
to not drink one 24 hour period at a time. I promise you
while you are maintaining your sobriety all the alcohol in the
liquor stores, grocery stores and bars is not going to disappear
from the face of the earth. It'll still be sitting there. It isn't
going anywhere. Give yourself half a chance to see what
it is like with a new sober life. Those day ones suck big time,
that's if you are lucky enough to make it back.