Hey there - I get what you're saying, but did the others in that group run out and do the same as you?
C'mon. It's not the programs fault or the groups fault you went out and took over-the-counter-medication to get high.
To thy own self be true
Deep down, you know it's not their fault. It's your responsability to get and stay sober if that's your goal.
Now let's start over.
How can we help you to see your part in this?
How can you help yourself to stop using?
What do you need to do?
Kjell