Habits made worse by outpatient program
this just really sucks, but i feel sad/stupid/whatever about how i went into treatment for opiate addiction and during the "groups" people would share their experiences of using other substances (and the counselor would let them share freely) and how they did it and how much they did it- and it got me into a world of previously unknown (to me) substances that are right out there, so easy to get and ruin your life... stuff you can buy right in the walgreens or whatever, and being stupid, i had to check it out for myself- so that's how i got addicted even further to stuff like dxm. i know people will want to do it if they want, but i can warn that it really sucks to have so much information about drugs (which kinds to use & stuff)... i wish i could just unlearn that stuff.