It's hard because Monday would have been our one-year anniversary. We were looking forward to doing everything for the second time (Superbowl parties, Valentines Day, baseball season, etc., etc., etc.).
Thank you all for your support and kind words. They mean more than you could ever know. I'm hanging tough. I'm tired of being the "debbie downer" and feeling sorry for myself. Although I can't imagine anyone else in my life right now, I know deep down that this is the right thing to do. I told him that I will always love him, but I cannot make any more promises for the future.
**{big sigh}}