Kindeyes, If this lady wins the lottery we are all getting together anywhere for ftf talks. That would be so enlightening for me. Shopping, sitting in the sun together,fancy dinners and hugs before bedtime. A group that knows how the others really feel. I have one great friend that I share with but she hasn't lived this. She never tells me what to do or how to feel. Shes just there and understands in her way how to be the best friend in the world. just like you all~~~.thanks for your words....