Hello Twinkle and welcome to SR!
SOrry for the reason
but I'm glad you've decided to join us.
I think your story reads like
the Universe is telling you
that it's time to get on with our career
and perhaps it's inviting you
to begin the examination of your life's relationships
and that it's time to learn about yourselfon a level
that maybe you haven't examined before.
ANd that ... is exciting - I'm excited for you!
I'm also sad that things have to be so unhappy
before they finally begin to truly heal.
You're not alone.
We're here.
Welcome!