Hiya Dig,
You know what? It seems like you and me are in the same boat, making OURSELVES feel bad, because we have kids who make wrong decisions, and have addiction.
Crying, wasting OUR lives because, for the life of us, our deep, internal Codi-ism cannot figure out how to save our grown up children. (well grown up is kind of a goal)
But anyway, maybe we just have to get mad enough, or read step 1 a zillion times, and just give up the fight to our H.P.
The secret is HOW to do that, and still not carry the Codie guilt that says...OH HECK...just one more try...
That being said, we have to BELIEVE in Step 2.
So, for today, I am working on Step 1 and Step 2, and spreading the word....
come join me?
Love ya sweetie........