Pretty Empty feeling
After dealing with drugs and all the aftermath that happens I have finally realized I can't help my son fix himself anymore. I feel so numb. Drugs are so much stronger than all the love in the world. But to be a mom and not be able to help him is hard to deal with. Alanon is Ok but it deals with fixing ME~~~~I want to fix him...I know~~~step away. This is the third time and we know what to do but just reaching out to you all is what I need today. I woke up crying and maybe thats a good thing. Gotta get those tears out. I'm just praying that my son is smart enough not to dwell in harms way too long cause this time there is no cushion...thanks for being here. You all have no idea how much this site means to me. Hugs~